Thursday, April 30, 2009

Yes, no, maybe, I don't know


Principles. Do you have one? I bet you do. We all do. Not just one but a whole lot. Maybe we just don't realize it. yet. What is it anyway? I think it's kinda like a rule that you made for yourself and willingly wants to abide to it. Well you know like when people said..

I don't drink in a plastic cup or I don't eat from stalls by the street. It can a simple as that or it can be on bigger issues like I won't do drugs or no sex until marriage. I really having a hard time coming out with examples, but yeah.

I don't think what the principle is that matters but sticking to it is more important

People have reasons for their own principles. A real good one usually. Well depends on their reasoning too sometimes. When people start to give reason to things that they really want, even wrong things can sound right. When you put your words in a really proper way you actually can get want just by tweaking the truth a little. I really suck at that area. I don't know how to manipulate and when I tried I tend to be transparent. Yeah. I digress. I don't want to talk about that. I want to talk about principles right now, because I have a serious problem with that.

People said, rules are meant to be broken. Well, maybe. But how bout principles. I don't know about you, but I broke mine all the time. Ugh. I really hate myself for that. You see I just can't let people down. I mean. When my principle says I don't want to do this because it's wrong or because I just don't like it but when someone ask me to, I tend to follow it. Blindly. Just like that. I am so easy to be influenced. I absorbed it like a sponge. I am afraid to say no, because I am afraid of what people will think of me and that's just stupid because I believe my principles are good. You know, when you stand up on your principle people tend to say ' ee.. baik nye' and I think that comes with a subtle smirk (well that's what I usually do). Maybe I just made that up in my mind. Because I know I am not that good. But I want to be good. Hahaha. That just sound really corny and who cares what people think when you are doing the right thing. Right?

But I hate people with too much principles. because I think they are no fun and they not that good anyway talk too many and do so little. Or maybe I'm just jealous because I'm not that strong.

I don't even know if anyone will understand what I'm trying to say. :D

27 comments:

Anonymous said...

haha... if u break it all da time, it's not a principle...

Anonymous said...

maybe u r someone who doesn't actually have any or u have one but didn't realise it..
usually, it's the later..

Ingrid said...

mmm..i have 6 principle in my life..(rukun iman)
(",)

skm said...

rae aku fhm 100%.
haha
well actly kan, aku rs aku ade byk prinsip n im proud to say i abide to each of them without fail.
mayb prinsip aku x cukup xtreme, tu yg senang ikut. haha
i thk one of my best principles is about being rude. i mean to others who deserved my rudeness.
i strongly believe to live up in todays world u cant be soft spoken or too kind with ur deeds n words. be a rebel, show no fear!

Dreamy Damsel said...

first anonymous - yeah, i know. maybe my principle is to break every single of it.

second anonymous - i surely do hope so too. that i don't realize it yet. myb i haven't found my strength yet because i clearly know what i want

ingrid - well. that's a good one. maybe it is a simple as that.

skm - haha. yeah. u are known for that. admire that sometimes. i think mine pn xextreme mane. but it's just me.
n wow without fail. uhh.
yeah. i must have less fear!

you knw who I am ;D said...

Replying to something that's not related to the post, I assume everything is back to normal as I saw the pictures compiled online? I'm glad that everything okay now, do keep me updated on you girls. Never stop missing each and every one of you.

I'm really grateful that things are okay now, gives me a rather peaceful mind. Now I don't have to crack my brain on how to gather all of you girls under the same roof, my roof, InsyAllah this May/June ;D

I'm moving to a new house soon. A new house for my next year's studies, that is. I'll be renting a lecturer's apartment together with 6 other friends. So maybe we can have our party there if we get the keys early(er) :P

Till then, TC and study well.

Dreamy Damsel said...

heyy~ we missed u too. cant wait for the gathering. maybe we should make it like a tradition or something. hee. u r gona rent a house? that's great and if u do get the keys we should have a wild party there. haha. oh. things are almost like before now. so u dont have to worry.

but before that, we have to stdy real hard first. huu.

xoxo

saya budak baik said...

that's rae...orang yg very difficult to say no...ikut je ckp org..sometimes it's good tp kalo selalu sgt nmpk mcm lalang la rae...cakap je pe dlm hati tp jgn ckp lepas la...nk wat decision where to eat pon susah bdk ni...tp one good thing bout u is kamu adalah pendengar yang baik...naseb baik kamu kwn dgn saya yg tak suka buli org...hahahah

~~org jauh~~

Dreamy Damsel said...

org baik - uhh. lalang kamu pggl saye. aish. betul la tu kot. hehe. yes. pendengar yg baik! :D

saya budak baik lagi wangi said...

alamak menyesal lak ckp mcm tu...haha...

statement menjeleskan rae:
"WAH SERONOKNYA BALIK UMAH!!!"

Dreamy Damsel said...

hahaha. ces2! manede. xjeles pn. huh.

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