Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Hush.


Let's talk about secrets. Juicy. I hate secrets but I have a lot of it. Just had the most awesome night of my life but I can't tell everyone because the fear of hurting one person. Secret is ridiculous.

Secret is power. You can use people if you know their darkest secret. Learn how in Gossip Girl. Huhu.

Secret makes you a liar. There's no explanation needed in that

Secret is fun. When you have someone to share it with.

Secret is tiring. When it affects a big part of your life and when it's all you can think of.

Secret draws attention. Seriously. It's intriguing and most of the time controversial.

Sometimes it is better not to tell because once it is out there's no way back. You can't chew back your own words. But sometimes it's just has to be told. For the greater good. Now I sound like Dumbledore.

Why do people keep secrets?

Because we don't want people to know, but why?

I keep secrets because I want to evade people's judgment, to not hurt someone, to save myself from trouble or simply because I'm a coward. But it is up to me. I like keep things to myself. I'm a private person and only a few out there that can really crack me open. But. I seem to not be able to keep other people's secrets very well. Huu. Don't trust me.

In Desperate Housewives they said, a man is as sick as his secret. So true.

Tiada rahsia antara kita. That's what they say in true love. Bullshit. I don't know maybe it's true. But I don't think so.

But secrets doesn't always has to be all dark and miserable isn't it. But why must you keep good things to yourself.


I don't know what the hell I am talking about. Just typing for the sake of update. Ideas has been popping up like popcorn but I just can't make myself into writing it. Ugh. I'm too lazy to do anything these days. :D

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Apekah udang disebalik batu, Miss Shahirah? ;D

Dreamy Damsel said...

Hee. byk sgt udang di sebalik batu batu itu.

Anonymous said...

did you just say that you just write this comment without much thought? well, i must say it is really a good article (or text? i dunno what to call it). you have been able to articulate yourself. some of your points hold true for me too and help me to better understand myself (i'm not gonna tell you which ones). you're very much different in the blog's world than you are in the real world.
lastly, way to go, gudluck, and keep blogging

Dreamy Damsel said...

oh wow. thanx~! that was quite a compliment. that should keep me blogging for a while. i've been losing interest. so yea. thanx again.